What's the point

I was going to explain a little about this one, but I just thought I'd throw it out there instead!

What's the Point

Everyday we go through our lives doing little things here and there.

And sometimes we ponder why we do the things we do.

There's not a single day where I don't ask myself one question.

What's the point.

What's the point of being nice when you see others around you doing the opposite.  

Saying hello.

Sending a smile.

Simple thank you and your welcome seem to be lost in the world today,

Niceness is always overshadowed by the unkind.

And to that I ask what's the point?

What's the point of setting goals so high?

Higher than the sky.

Dreaming big and never small.

Aiming to become someone past your potential.

To set the bar so high you need a rocket to reach it.

To challenge ourselves and others around us to see our true strength.

Dreams are made to come true.

Goals are made to met.

Becoming our greatest self is everyone's reason in life.

Many just settle for mediocrity.

And to that I ask what's the point.

What's the point of demanding change in the world.

People complain and complain a lot.

Their voices go unheard and fall on deaf ears.

Asking for all the problems to be solved, but not lifting a finger to help.

Empty actions are just as worse as empty words.

Many speak of change in the world. but they themselves do not display that change they demand.

And to that I ask what's the point.

What's the point of just floating through life.

Denying love and abandoning it.

Live in a shallow pit of despair and not in the light.

Being emotionless.

Not caring.

Hiding your true self.

If you're not living life and being yourself.

And to that I ask what is the point.

There are points to every little thing in life.

All it takes is a little exploration.

Why we do the things we do?

Why we say the things we say?

Every thing you do has a point.

If you do things that do not have a point or help others.

I ask you, what is the point! 

What if

First of all if I posted this blog earlier this week when I was planning to it would of have a way different tone.  Much more negative, but since I let it simmer and roll around in my brain it became more organic.  The anger is still there, but there is more hope in it now.  For those who wanted a poem I will post it tomorrow, because thinking way too much is like doing a three hour full body workout for my mind.  And with that I leave you with the start.... What if?!

All through your life you ask yourself many questions, and many start with the words "what if".  What if I go to school, What if I get a girlfriend/boyfriend, What if I want kids, What if I want to lose weight etc...  It's amazing that those two words have such a prominent role in our life, and our decision making.   A deep analysis usually follows and if the action to accomplish it is too high or great, we throw it to the side.  Or attempt it for a little while and go back to the way things used to be.  A great example is January is the highest sign up month for Gym memberships, and attendance is good for about two to three weeks.  But by the fourth week usually the gym is a ghost town once again, and to me its sad.  Because every person who joined up in the month asked themselves this one question, "What if I lose weight and have more energy will I look better?", but they should of worded it "When I go the gym...."  As powerful as the words "what if" are, they can't handle a candle to the words "when I!"

     Now I'm going to ask you some hypothetical questions, but don't be alarmed they're not hinting towards anything, just some inner deep thinking points to look at.

1. What if the man who everyone talks to stopped listening?  

       Everybody has issues in life and everybody wants a person to tell them to.  Whether it be a friend, spouse, professional, or a complete stranger.  And unless that person is a real jerk they will listen.  For example I feel I have a sign on my head, or my picture is up on Facebook somewhere saying "just talk and this guy will listen" , which I'm fine with people I know and love, but complete strangers its a little awkward.  I got my hair done the other day and my stylist went on about her problems.  I came very close to asking for a free haircut, and a 30.00 counseling fee.  She went on about her roommates, drug problems, teenage pregnancy, and her moving.  To say it was awkward would be an understatement, but it shows that God gave me ears and a brain, and to be the kind of superhero he wants me to be I  have to use both.    My question to you is when that person stops listening will you lend the world and your ears to help comfort.

2. What if a Super-hero hangs up his cape?

      Everybody has the ability to be a superhero inside you just have to find your power, but what would happen if the hero everyone looks up to hangs up his cape.  No longer flies the skies, lifts the cars, keeps the world turning, and saves kitties stuck in trees.  Hero's are humans too, and even though Superman is from another planet, his core is human.  Hero's cry, yell, smile, have inner and outer battles, good days, and bad days, but still everyone expects them to put a smile on, and go save the world once again.  People get upset if a hero shows one sign of human in them, because we all look up to them, and are afraid if a hero has one down day it shows they are not bulletproof.  The truth is most heroes have had more bad days then good, and that is what who makes them to be who they are today.  I could bore you with super hero orgins for pages upon pages, but instead I'll let you pick your favorite hero, and have you think how they came to be.  Got it, good, heroes are born through adversity.  And what do we all face through out our life, adversity, and the more we overcome adversity, the harder it gets, and the closer you get to superhero status. And when it is time for the hero that everyone looks up to see, decides to hang up his cape, I pray that you will pick up those tights and be the hero that the world will be missing.

3.  What if God give's us so many signs, but then stops when we don't act?

    This past weekend I had three drastically different days.  Saturday was fine until the hell hit, Sunday was awesome, and Monday was just a day.  Not good, nor bad, just there.  I might be over analyzing this, but I believe days like that are the clearest signs, and if we don't take notice they will stop.  I know I will have crap days, great days, and just days. but when its the point where all the days are just days, there's no point anymore.  Crap days are a great tool to learn from and to challenge you, great days are the rewards for the crappy days, and the just days are the days where your to tired to see the lesson or the reward in that given day.  Everyday I wake up with the intention of sitting down and writing my book, writing my ticket out of the Cheese, but one thing always stops me, fear.  Fear to fail, but what if we didn't have that fear.  I will answer you that the world would be filled with crap!  You might think that is a little harsh but hear me out.  Those who overcome that fear of failure have proven to me they deserve to be heard, because if you overcome your toughest critic, yourself, there's nothing in this world that should be able to stop you.  And if others didn't have that fear life would be filled with Participation trophies, and no champions.  That's why when I wake up I tell myself "when I write I will succeed", and not "What if I write will I succeed?", to attempt everyday to overcome that fear, and each day I get closer and closer to putting pen to paper.

So here's my challenge to you: Stop saying What If!!!!!  And instead say "When I".  And never stop challenging yourself on a daily basis, and always overcome that fear to fail.

Superman

First off I found this picture I thought it was really funny, but I don't believe it one bit.  For those that know me know that I have hated Superman most of my life, but it wasn't until this year I realized that he is the man I aim to be.  He always sees the good in people, tries to help everyone in the world, is selfless and never gives up.  His weakness is a piece of rock from his home planet, and this year I have found my kryptonite, and sadly it is embedded in me.  Fear.  Fear that I won't accomplish what I want to in my life, fear that I will just be a nobody, rather than a somebody.  But through my friends and family they give me the strength to pick up my pen, and fight against the kryptonite to continue writing.  A few of you who read this have single handily sewn my cape and placed it on me, and without you I would of never known what it likes to metaphorically fly.  Be so high in the air looking down on the world, and trying my very hardest to bring all my friends and family up with me.  So without further ado, i give you my second poem, Superman.

Superman

We all have our secret identities.

People who we pretend to be.

There's always a side of us that we are afraid for others to see.

Some are afraid to show others they have a heart and care.

Some have a big enough heart. love is all they bare.

And some pretend to have a heart that is no longer there.

I wear my heart on my chest and in plain sight.

So it never falls out of the light.

I know what is wrong and I know what is right.

And my endgame is always in sight.

I may not be human but I now know what is like to be one of you.

I wish love and happiness were the only emotions that I knew true.

But like you I have shed tears too, tears that are blue.

I can lift many things, but my greatest strength comes from my heart.

My parents knew this, knew this from the start.

My family raised a man who will always fly high in the sky.

But they also raised a man who knows it is ok to cry.

Dreams and fantasies who do you want to be.

Would you soar in the sky with me?

We all have a hero in us.

To find it we must learn who to love and who to trust.

You must live with the goal hero or bust.

Never settle for staying on the ground.

Down on this little dirt mound.

Aim for the sky, true and blue.

I know for a fact that you have it in you.

So here's my challenge to all that read this.

Not really a challenge more like a wish.

Fly high in the sky.

Always try.

For then you and I can soar in the big open blue.

Because at that exact moment I will know what it is like to be flying with you.

The Book of Life

On the first day of the year I tried something new instead of writing down resolutions, because resolutions rarely ever work.   Seriously raise your hand if you have ever kept a New Year's resolution, now put your hand down because I can't see you raising your hand, or can I....jk!  On January 1st I wrote a letter to myself to read on January 1st, 2014, about giving myself praise for all that I will accomplish this year, because if you have the mindset that it will get done by the end of the year the only thing left to do is fulfill that promise you made yourself, so you can give yourself that high five at the end of the year.  To give you the cliff notes version of the letter it basically says I will write 25+ blog posts this year, at least a poem a month, lose 15 pounds, no longer have a girly leg, take a shirtless pic of myself, finish writing my book, and be a happier better person all around.  Now that I have given myself the kudos ahead of time I know what I have to do before the end of the year.  So here start's the first official blog posting of 2013, the first of many!!!

Every life is a book authored and co authored by many.  You yourself are a volume of many books in the past dating back to your first living relative.  Just think for a second a part of your great, great, great x100 grandfather or grandmother lives on in you right now.  That is pretty awesome if you ask me.  Which brings me my first point I've heard everyone in your life is a character in your story, but I believe that is only half of it.  Sure each person you meet will either play a huge or small role in your life, but you also will play a role in theirs, so in a way we are more than just characters, we are the writers of our own lives, and everyone around us plays the co author.  It's easy to ignore people in the world and live on a dusty book shelf so to speak, but books are made to be shared, read, hell even loved!!!  There are open book people and closed book people, whichever book they are is their own choice.  They may have been burned in the past, had their heart broken, trusted someone they shouldn't have why they are closed is their own reasons.  Then there are open book people who let anyone and their mother read them, or write their book down and publish it on the internet for others to read (me!).  I have read from a lot of writers if you wanna be a good writer then you have to read, and read alot!  A close friend who I love like a brother told me that since I love to read, I can read the best parts in people and help them bring it out, and see the worst and not judge them for it.  Both books are needed in life and have their role, but sooner or later closed or hard to read books are written off by many, and that is heartbreaking to me, because there must a be a reason why they want to stay on the shelf not being read and if we all took the time to not just look at cover, but to crack it open and read it we would realize all books should be read, enjoyed, and loved.

Every smile, laugh, burp, heart break, high five, fight, etc will always be written in our book we can erase it all want, ignore it even but the imprint will always be there.  But those imprints are what make life interesting. Think for a second would someone want to read a book about your life, and if the answer is no then why not!  We all live an adventure and it's up to us and others around us to write it.  Sure we all face heart break, fights, mistrust but all those adversities are what make us stronger and in turn makes for a greater story in the end.  All the smiles, laughs, farts, burps, great memories are what keep you going, all the bad stuff is what tests you and makes you stronger in the end.  If we learn from the bad things that happen in our book, that adds to the adventure and will make the victory that much sweeter.  Our books would be boring if there was no challenges to overcome, in fact our life would a See Spot Run book!  Those books are fine in the beginning but sooner or later you have to move up in the world.  And the things that happen to us in life are what makes us move toward a greater adventure.  So instead of letting a heartbreak, a fight, a grudge, or mistrust ruin your book, let it help you grow into a better person, and add to the adventure.

Like my blog says "every life is untitled" and I would like to challenge you to think of a title for your own life, if I was choosing my title I would call it "A hero's journey", because it sounds interesting and I would want to read that book.  Granted I don't have a cape (yet), have superstrength (yet), or can fly if others believe that you are a hero you don't need those things.  You just need the things that led people to make that conclusion in the first place, your heart and your mind.   So thank you for helping me title my life so far :)

P.S.....I need poem ideas so hit me up if you have any suggestions :)